So, in case ya haven't heard the world is going to end tomorrow....Sooo what to do? I am once again at work fucking around instead of doing paperwork and I'm feeling just plain down. If the world ends tomorrow I don't want it to be like this...
So ( I'm saying so a lot) it's a beautiful day in the neighborhood or at least it looks like it is outside...
I think I need to get out of the mental health field or at least long term care before I myself go crazy!!! And, ya know whats very unfortunate? It's not my clients (so much) its the buildings and the agency that I work for that drives me crazy...They all seem to operate on these rules, rules which are not explained to anyone ahead of time but they are still expected to be followed...
I guess that was something I learned how to cope with in college thanks to Professor Erikson...He'd do that crap ALL the time. Random bonus points and quizzes and papers etc...imagine if you will the WORST professor that you have ever had and times that by like I donno 100 and you'll get Professor Erikson (jerk).
Anyway....I just feel blah and I don't want it all to end that way...if the world ends tomorrow....
Friday, May 20, 2011
Wednesday, May 18, 2011
Been a long time....
I know I said that I would keep up with this but I also believe that I said that I am queen at procrastinating. SOOO a lot has happened since my last post....I got a new job, making decent money but yeah it's still not too much. My bf Gwen is now engaged to one of my husbands really good friends Dave. Too happy for them ...BUT (here it comes) they have NO clue!!! Mind you I didn't have a clue really either BUT they have such an unrealistic expectation of like EVERYTHING...Well Gwen does but I think I have covered her crazy....Oh well I think they will be ok.
Moving on....I was just doing some Google stalking andd I found by little sisters 2 blogs....WEELLLL I found out that her boyfriend is an ex drug addict and has some issues...I also found out that my sister at one point thought that she had an STD...WHAT THE HELL!!! Who knows maybe she does maybe she doesn't. I had a short period in my life where I was an absolute idiot (not to say that I don't backslide sometimes) but comeon!!! Grace (my sister) is a dumbass she flippin used her real name for her blog with no security NOTHING!!! So yeah needless to say I added these said blogs to my favorites....
I think I'm kinda creepy but you'll have that. I also added her blogs to my favorites because she never calls me. I would like to know what I did or my parents did to her? Grace did not have the decency to call my mom on mothers day. Dad and I were very very pissed off. All my sweet mom wanted to know was that she was ok and to tell her that she loved her...my sister is such a dumbass.
So I'm here working "overtime" and using the company's computer to post this. I'm more fearful of this company and always have a continual anxious feeling that I am going to lose my job. Oh well at least I feel that I am doing my job and now I no longer have to put up with Farmville queen...YAY!
So other than the above not much has changed. I've lost a few pounds, thanks to Zumba and dieting. But I'm boring and like my life...so until next time!!!-Jill
Moving on....I was just doing some Google stalking andd I found by little sisters 2 blogs....WEELLLL I found out that her boyfriend is an ex drug addict and has some issues...I also found out that my sister at one point thought that she had an STD...WHAT THE HELL!!! Who knows maybe she does maybe she doesn't. I had a short period in my life where I was an absolute idiot (not to say that I don't backslide sometimes) but comeon!!! Grace (my sister) is a dumbass she flippin used her real name for her blog with no security NOTHING!!! So yeah needless to say I added these said blogs to my favorites....
I think I'm kinda creepy but you'll have that. I also added her blogs to my favorites because she never calls me. I would like to know what I did or my parents did to her? Grace did not have the decency to call my mom on mothers day. Dad and I were very very pissed off. All my sweet mom wanted to know was that she was ok and to tell her that she loved her...my sister is such a dumbass.
So I'm here working "overtime" and using the company's computer to post this. I'm more fearful of this company and always have a continual anxious feeling that I am going to lose my job. Oh well at least I feel that I am doing my job and now I no longer have to put up with Farmville queen...YAY!
So other than the above not much has changed. I've lost a few pounds, thanks to Zumba and dieting. But I'm boring and like my life...so until next time!!!-Jill
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